Genny In A Bottle

Genny is coming to visit me today, Sunday. We're going to church, then out for lunch to celebrate my birthday. I feel more hopeful today. I have an exam tomorrow though, so most of my day will be spent studying. Maybe writing this blog is a bad idea. I like writing and want to be a writer someday, but it's hard to get out everything I want and need to say. I feel sometimes like everyone is up against me, that there's no genie in a bottle to fix things, and I can't pull that inner genie out of me.